Copy cat..errr, dog.

See that dog? Pretty cute, eh? Her name is JewJew. She's a miniature pinscher- miniature dachshund cross. We bought her about five years ago, that was probably the best thing I've ever done. She's perfect. She's my best friend, which might be kind of sad. I'm lame, alright? Don't judge!
   We have a few personality traits in common, for example, we are both excessively hyper, we are both loud, and we are both just really weird in general. However, she started to copy more and more of the qualities that make me "me".Almost as soon as they happened to me, they happened to her. About two years ago I was diagnosed with severe anxiety, then maybe a moth later so was she..Kinda odd, but not really. Small dogs are generally nervous. Just a coincidence, or so I thought. I have a really bad thing about cars rides, I get really car sick. So does she. She is terrified of car rides and buries her head behind my back during them. Maybe another coincidence,eh? That's what I thought till this last event happened. About a year ago I started having problems with seizures,then, about two months later, guess who got diagnosed with epilepsy? That's right! Jewjew! Coincidence, I think not. She's copying me. She's probably not, as she can't make herself seize, it's just really odd to me..But, copy cat or not, I still love her.

Power of a song

This is a really heart toughing in itself, however it has a personal meaning to me.
   My best friend left for awhile and when he was back he told me this was our song. I didn't really understand why at first, but I do know. We have come a long way from where we were and I'm glad we have. I think of him everytime I hear this song. Lately things have been kind of questionable between us lately, but this song reminds me of the underlining bond that is never going to break. As busy, and tired, as I am everyday, it seems like the days are even longer because I can't talk to him. I know life will slow down soon and we can go back to being us, just not right now.
  My posts seem to be about music quite often. Music plays a big role in my life; it says things that I never can. Things I never have the nerve to say. Maybe I will one day, but not today, and that's okay.

I won't let it go!

It may be because I just got off of a long day of work, or because it's late, but I laughed wayyyy to hard at this. This guy is incredibly talented. He sounds better than most modern singers, and he's doing disney impressions! I loved this. I don't know which one was my favourite, because I loved them so much! I watched this like five times over. His name is Brian Hull. You should look him up on Youtube, I highly recommend it. He really is talented. I enjoyed this video a lot..I don't know how he does this, maybe it's magic.Must be. It's crazy good!

Even my angry is angry

At approximately 1ish this morning, my coworker decided to tell me that I would " have a happier life if I wasn't pissed off all the time."  I never really thought I was an angry person, until he started quoting things I say...I can now see where he would get his ideas. To counter his opinion, I  have decided to create a list(or at least attempt) of 100 things that I like. Here goes nothing...

1. the sight of the sunlight glittering off snow
2. The sound of my puppy dreaming at night
3. Music..lots and lots of music
4. Vanilla coke!(:
5. Carrots and other such vegetables
6. Fruits too!
7. playing rope with my dog
8. Puzzles
9. Taking long walks
10. Working night shift
11. my managers and most of my coworkers
12. School(:
13. Bubble baths
14. when my eyeliner matches on both sides!
15. Coffee....lots and lots of coffee...
16. Really sweet old couples who come into work.they're so cute
17. cute comments and hugs from little kids
18. Puns 
19. Funny pickup lines
20. Knee high socks
21. Mismatch shoes
22. Piercings!
23. Painting my nails random colours
24. Drawing
25. Writing.Surprise surprise.
26. Having in depth conversations
27. Debating
28. Halloween.
29. Working line at work
30. taking random selifes!
31. Snapchatting my bestfriend weird faces
32. Waking up and realizing I have a day off
33. People who enjoy my obnoxious paper.
34. People who realize it's not my fault we are busy at Taco Bell
35. Cuddles
36. Cotton candy
37. Random Karaoke moments
38. Nightmare before Christmas
39. Batman
40. My Periodic Table of Rock& Roll
41. Reading
42. Snakes
43. Pit-bulls
44.  Doing something I'm told I cannot
45. Cutting up old clothes to make them new and different
46. Skateboarding
47. Seeing my mom smile
48. when my clothes first come out of the drier
49. Blasting music when I clean the house
50. when guys smell good
51. People who run their thumb along yours when they hold your hand
52. My car(:
53. Babies
54. My mom''s eggsalad
55. A man in a  uniform
56. Supernatural
57. The Ward
58. The " This Store is now Closed" sign in my restaurant
59. Flavoured lipgloss
60. The dozens of gift cards that Victoris Secret's sends me(:

 So I cannot think of 100...that saddens me..I will have to experience more of life and then return to this post...Consider this to be continued(: 

Two of a kind

Although I could write continuously about this song and its meaning, I have decided to write about the book I'm reading. This song just happens to go along with this post quite perfectly.
    Recently I've started reading The Other Wes Moore by Wes Moore for a school assignment. I could tell you a lot of positive things about this particular book, however today's post is about something that is borderline positive and negative. It's really just sad...
     To really understand a book, or really any piece of literature, whether it be an article, a song, a poem, or anything of the like; one must connect to the ideas. If you can relate an event or a character to yourself or a personal experience, it is easier to really get into the piece. At least, that's how I view it. In this case, I wish I couldn't relate to this character, or relate to him in a different way.
     The "Other Wes Moore" in this story ( this would make a lot more sense if you read the book) is on a bad path in life. He has started selling drugs, becoming violent, and is a soon to be father with a women he isn't committed to.
            This particular character reminds me of someone very important to me. In respect of his privacy I will refrain from naming names or his status in my life.  This person has done drugs since he was in middle school( he is now 24), he has many cases of extensive anger and violence on his record, however not as major as attempted murder! He is a father to a child that he cannot prove is his, he has cut off his family, and is in general on a very bad path in life. Reading this story has brought up the memories of this person and the feelings attached.
     This is a really intense story, however a very good story, that I recommend that you read. Not only for the enjoyment of a story, but to open your eyes to how much one choice can change your entire future.

They see me rollin'

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zRf5zCdREbw


I really don't have an explanation for this video. I closed last night at work and was not home till 5 this morning..Having had multiple cups of coffee through my shift, I couldn't sleep well. Lack of sleep and Youtube are a very strange combination.  I was listening to music, and then the next thing I remember is a bunch of birds rolling around. " They see me rollin', they hatin'"  It is an interesting video and I laughed way to hard at it! The crocodile almost killed me!! It's just great. I can't not laugh at it. It's impossible. Maybe I need some sleep. That would probably be a good thing to do..

Oreos!(:

i hate this. If you like oreos over choclate chip,does anyone care? no because its your're choice and it doesn't affect them. do people care what kinda music you like or what your favorite food is? no, again it does not affect them. so this being said, why should people give a second thought to if you are gay or not? like what even. it is YOUR life, YOUR choice,and it does not affect them. I've heard some people claim that the bible says "gay is bad" but(and keep in mind i am not religious) but in Matthew 7 i believe it says " thou shalt judge lest ye be judged" so okay, you have no right to judge somebody unless you pass judgement on yourself first. the day you become completely perfect is the day you can judge. straight is beautiful. gay is beautiful. and i honestly have the HIGHEST respects for those people who stand up for what they feel even tho they know that they will be judged and tormented. love is love.